6/09/2006 01:23:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Who am I kidding? Who the fuck am I kidding? ARGH. Of course I can't shut down this blog. =( Eeeeee. Most of my memories & all that jazz are all here. Oh well. Ay, Ewan. This'll probably be my last entry though. But, I'm not shutting down this blog. |W|P|114983071072499995|W|P|You've gotta be shitting me.|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com6/07/2006 04:28:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|The house is a mess: kids screaming around, adults -whacking the kids' butt with their rough, hard palms, spill here, crumbs there.... and ululations every now & then. I want to have a normal life: a normal family, a normal "house"... be a normal kid and all. Hmm... I guess I'm always going to want something I cannot have. Why do I have to deal with this anyway? Ehm, actually I don't. I just stay locked up here in my parents' room, where the computer's at & occasionally go out of the room to watch anime on TV, (In case you're wondering what I do when I'm hungry or thirsty, there are resources here in my parents' room & there's a bathroom too. Hehe.) but I can't help but be disturbed, the noise, the screaming. Eeeee!!! It's just enough to drive anyone nuts!!! Anyway, I'm not just about to tell you why the house is such a mess. Some other time soon, maybe? Hehe. Topic is very sensitive. I should've updated yesterday: June 6, 2006 [06.06.06] Pwahahaha. Lame excuse for an update eh? Eeeee. Oh well. So um. There. A brief moment of clarity now. The screaming stopped. Finally. Happy 4th Month. <333|W|P|114966973112572559|W|P|YM & Cartoons Keep Me Sane|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com6/05/2006 03:10:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Bwahaha. I can still manage to stay in touch with my friends. Bwahaha. Thank goodness for YM. So, the other night, Yoan, Genny, Hans & Me were chatting. HAHA. Very amusing. Discussions about their LPEP & their current standings and all that jazz. Wala lang. I didn't think I'd really miss them. ='( Oh well. Let go, we must. Haha. While browsing through my message archives a while ago, (LO, & Behold!!! History articulated! LOL) I can't help but think about the past. Happy Happy Highschool days. Lalala... Now, here's one of my convos with Bea... YM Convo with Ms. Valedictorian regarding our FT scrapshitbook... And boy, was she ever so demanding. = Now this, is one of the... decent convos I ever had with Luigi. Hehe. One of my YM convos with Mae. School shit? nah.. too much partying. LOL Andddd... this is one of my homework-related convos with Yani, cause we've settled upon an agreement that we'd help each other out with homework shits. So there. That was about a Physics homework. = Eeeee... seemed like ages ago though. Oh well. In other news: I already got a medical exam. I only need to have a chest x-ray and I think I'm all set to go. Wheee... JOOYYYYY. XD|W|P|114949392163360439|W|P|The Wonders of Y!M|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com6/02/2006 06:48:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Oops. ESCAPE. Errrrr... HEEEELLPPP MEEE!!!! ARGH. ARG. ARG. I'm suffering from something I dare not mention. Sheesh. Then why bother blogging it? Will update later. Cheerios. -its a cereal, right? -_- Man, I'm still sick. Dammit. [1855H] [Got back at 2100H] So um... Chyeah. My sun cellular's fucking up, rather, my phone's fucking up. And some people abuse it -sun cellular. Eurf. I don't like being awakened by phone calls on a rest day. (Hey, everyday of the summer vacation's a rest day. Hmm, come to think of it.) Ohhh, I can hear the grumbling of my stomach. Coolness. I've never felt that before. Hehe. Honestly. Man, I wish I'm suffering from anorexia. Butttt, I'm not. Oh well. Mom said I lost my butt. Translation: I lost weight. Yeeeeyyyy!!! I am RESERVED. Ehehe. Don't ask. I just felt like sharing it. I've been talking to Desi very often lately. Yeeeyyy!!! We're friends again. *Insert laughing out loud emoticon from YM here* I havn't gotten a medical check-up yet. Oh well. Go me. I really should wake up earlier from now on. Bwahahaha. I shall train my body to get used to 4 hours of sleep. Ehehehe. Andddd, I shall be gone for now. **new layout by the way.|W|P|114924548912303241|W|P|I need an ESKAPE|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com