5/30/2006 05:37:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|I don't have anything decent to post about at the moment. XD Butttt, I have an imaginary friend. That is so cool! Hehe. Seriously. I actually made him ... ages ago, I just didn't tell anyone. See how lonely I am? Lonely kids have imaginary friends, perfect friends who'll truly accept them for & what they are, understand how they feel, perfectly. You make them the way you want them to be, and they'll be what you want them to be without any complaints. Duh. You made them, so they'll fit your idea of a perfect friend. XD His name is Grin. Grinemaloo. Butttt... I call him Grin for short. Hehe. He's colored Green, and I patterned him after Bloo of the Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends -cartoon show. Man, I think I watch cartoons too much. He's kinda like a big blog, er, a big CUTE blob that can transform into anything. Cool, eh? Er... So much for Grin. Newaiz, I've been playing pRO again. It's a bad thing my playmate got hacked and decided to go on a temporary hiatus on playing pRO. Oh well. That's life. I wanna go to De La Salle ASAP!!! I miss my friends. =( I'm kinda scared to go off to college currently, especially now as the AdMU OrSem draws nearer & nearer with each passing day... *sighs* It's sad; I don't know anyone from OB-SA who's going to the Ateneo with me. *sighs again* I'm sick. Literally. I have a cold. Buttt, I won't blame you if you think that I'm mentally sick, specially now that you just found out I have an imaginary friend. Hehe. I'll introduce you to him, if you can see him, that is. =P *re-reads what she just wrote* *stares at the monitor* ... Hoo-boy. ... ....... That sounded really sick. I'm bored right now. And sick. And the yapping continues... Blahblahblah|W|P|114898282642343092|W|P|Imaginary Friends To Keep You Company|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/24/2006 06:18:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|I'm not really supposed to blog right now because.. I have nothing to blog about, and I don't wanna bury my May 20 post. Har Har Har. >:) Me & Josh had a fight a while ago. IT WAS HIS FAULT! Bwahahaha. Naman diba? He's neglecting me, traded me for PS2 or a game of Warcraft... DotA!!! Josh, I havn't forgotten that yet, when you played DotA the whole time then we weren't able to talk much anymore, we havn't graduated yet back then. =P Nothing much. We're cool now. As in, cool-off. HAHA. Kidding! =) But, chyeah. We're cool. =) Thank goodness for that. Josh, I Love you!!! Bwahaha. So you must've noticed the change of color whenever a word or a phrase is bolded, italized, striked-out, or underlined, well, I tell you, it was freaky working with CSS, that I had to resort to tutorials... It's a good thing I was a xanga user once, so, chyeah. I somehow have background. XD Anyway, last Sunday, I watched the Da Vinci Code with my parents & cousin at Robinsons. HAHA. THE MOVIE SUCKED ASS. Iono. It's probably because I expected something more. And no, it's not the fact that the movie (or the book rather) implies that Jesus had a girlfriend, fucked (sorry for the explicit word that I had to use with the name of our Savior), & had a child because I'm totally cool with that. Butttttt, it has something to do with the production of the movie. Ugh. Iono.
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theI'monly15yearsold&IlooklikeI'm12
becausetheguardissogullible.
HA. Ha. Ha. Enough. I might go to OBSA on the 5th of June to hand over some books to an old schoolmate. So much for that. I miss OB... *sigh*|W|P|114846711663916668|W|P|Fights & Fucks|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/20/2006 03:19:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Caution: I will continuously type without care to whatever the outcome of this post maybe. Hell, I'm typing this due to the request of a very good friend of mine. =) Yes. That's how great I am.
JS prom 2006
...In bitter memory of Johann Medina & Carlos Ochoa. >:) No, no, individually, they're still alive. Thank goodness for that. So chyeah. I don't know where to start. Hmm... wait... this takes us waaaayyyy back to 2003... Sophomore Year. Migo, was madly in love with Johann, however, Johann was in love with another guy, and it seems like Migo doesn't stand a chance, for Johann's feelings, back then, were closed towards him. Everytime Migo tried to approach Johann, the only thing he received was rejection, badly slapped to his face. It seems like his world will crumble & fall, his heart, tattered, & his pride, tainted... As if all hope was gone... But since he was so persistent, he won the girl over. :D Nov 14, 2003 - the start of... the relationship. Around 5:55pm, @ Johann's house, she finally gave in. Sus, pakipot pa kasi gusto din naman >:) It was raining, but still, we fought through the rain, & arrived at Johann's house soaking wet, just for... the answer. HAHAHA. OK, pardon the hyperbole. =P I just can't help it. So, where was I? Oh yeah, after dismissal, we went to Johann's place; Me, Migo, Albert & of course, Johann. Albert & me were goofing around while Yoan & Migo were sitting together, talking in hushed, silent whispers, then suddenly... "Ayeth, sampalin mo nga ako, ung pinakamalakas, as in ung malakas talaga." *WAPPAK!* HAHAHA. I asked Migo why he asked me to do such a thing to him, he told me that he can't believe it... that... Johann answered him... with a yes. Then, we headed back to school. So, happy days came... The End. LOL. Naaahh... I don't think so... Fast forward to our Junior Year. *drumroll* During the 1st & 2nd quarter of our Junior year, everything seems to be going smooth for the happy couple, but as the 3rd qtr, draws near, things started to get quite rocky. Eventually, sadly, unfortunately, they had to break-up. Aww, how sad. The culprit behind the break-up: Parental Issues. (Hah. I dare not elaborate this topic.) Sure, officially, they're not a couple anymore, but it's as if they still are. So, come our senior year. The vicissitude came. Migo started to act bitter towards Johann, you know, the typical bitter actions: slander, double-speak, name-calling, and the ever so famous deadma method. And that treatment of Migo to Yoan continued all through-out our senior year. The guy will only speak to the girl only if he REALLY needs to. (Notice the emphasis I placed on the "really") So, what really happened? What happened to the happy couple? Why still be bitter after much time has already passed? Isn't it that time kills the pain? HAH. Time always kills the pain... but I guess some wounds never heal, they just stop bleeding. One thing I know, Johann never did anything so unforgiveable to Migo. So, why act so 'cruel' towards a girl you once loved? Even after the countless apologies she gave you... What's so unforgiveable anyway? "Kuya, bat ba kasi di na kayo magbati ni Johann?" "Bati naman kami ah.." "Bat di mo sya kinakausap?" "Eh bat ko sya kakausapin? Tsssss..." And he tries to avoid the topic everytime I bring it up to him. Hay... **Johann, I've done my part, I cannot cannot continue this story any further, only you know every detail, every word spoken, every lie said... on this...|W|P|114811255277262631|W|P|Wake Up Fool, This Fairytale's Got To End|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/19/2006 09:33:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|
If after a break-up, two ex-lovers still remain as friends, it's either they were never really in love or they still love each other

HAHAHA. OMG!!! Now, where did I get that... I forgot. HAHA. Sorry.

While we were at Mercury Drug a while ago, I saw this guy wearing a shirt that kinda imitated the bench-style, you know the "i choose bench" trademark thingy, except that the words printed were "i choose death" instead. I really found the whole shirt thing 'attention-grabbing', but that's not all. When the guy turned around, I found another phrase printed at the back of his shirt that made the whole thing make sense: "rather than sin."

HAHA.

"i choose death... rather than sin."

Nice.

To my dearest friends that are going to the schools along taft, your school starts on Monday. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Good luck. =P

|W|P|114804616809266094|W|P|Little Things|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/18/2006 09:29:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|with JoshThat pic was taken somewhere around Mae's house during her birthday party last Tuesday. Hehehe. Out of much more proper things to do, we decided to take pictures in front of the mirror. Sadly, that's the only one that turned out decent. Mwahahaha. So anyway, John Laxamana was there. OMG! LOLOLOLOL. I obviously have a lack of important things to discuss here in my blog. Bleh. Apathy... coolness. You probably know that we (SA seniors '06) were obliged to take up Nihonggo [as... well... just for the units, I guess] and inspite of the fact that I got a 95 as a general grade for it, I can only read a few Hiragana characters and speak only a few Japanese words! Ack! Surprising! I badly need practice! Oh well. I want to take up French for some reason. Really, I do want to take up French. Eurf. So, chyeah. I need to get a medical check-up soon. For the... school thing. And I need practice in Math. Seriously. Because of extreme boredom and the fact that I can feel my head getting blunt by every minute of the summer vacation, guess what I'm doing as a past time... c'mooonnn... guesss.... Ok. I'm reading my PHYSICS book all over again. Great fun I tell you. GRRREEEAAATTT FFFUUUUNNN. Mwahahahaha. After I finish which, I'm going to read my Math notes again, and practice Math all by myself. Cool. XD|W|P|114791606741561697|W|P|So far, So GOOOOD|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/15/2006 01:20:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Contrary to what I expected, things are a total disasterrrrr! A disappointment that, suddenly, ERUPTED! I wanted to get back home for... some reasons, then bam! When I got back here... Nada. Zero. Wala. Nothing. Ugh. Attempts have been futile. Useless. Senseless. Fruitless. ARRRGGGHHH. I want to go back to the States now. Then just come back on June. Just in time for my orientation shitte. And contrary to another expectation, dad paid for my DSL. Yes, ladies & gentlemen, I am still surfing the cyberspace at an incredibly faster pace than dial-up. Pictures? Go visit my multiply site Screenshot: Oh, and by the way, you have to be a contact to view the pictures. Some pictures are just not for general public viewing. I want to give shout-outs to the following people: CZARINA ORTIZ - HAPPY 16th Birthdaaaaayyyyyyyy!!! MAE BUQUID - ADVANCE HAPPY 17th Birthdddaaayyyyy!!! I just hope the 'rents allow me for Mae's birthday tomorrow. Fuck. I don't even know how to get there. Oh well. I miss my people badly though. :( Classes in DLSU starts next week. Oh joy. Some people are going to get busy now.|W|P|114767148122763901|W|P|It's good to be back. I guess....|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/11/2006 04:46:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Anong nangyari sayo? May ginawa ba akong masama? Nakakapagtaka lang ehhhh you used to be such a warm person, then all of a sudden you gave me the cold shoulder. What's the reason behind the vicissitude? I just don't like it when things unnoticeably happen. And to think that you're one of the jovial persons around campus. Siguro nga sakin ka lang ganun. Maybe I really did something so disappointing that caused you to act like that towards me. Basta, I will miss those days when you used to be so .... approachable. *dedicated to a certain someone.|W|P|114729401796117795|W|P|*Paalam na?|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/10/2006 06:11:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|HAHAHAHA. I cant believe Ran Online PH works here! ahahahaha. I am going to Disneyland in a while with my mom, my aunt, and my two lovely cousins. I am now about to find out if pRO works here. Sotti, peram acct. =P|W|P|114721278890247553|W|P|Amusement|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/09/2006 11:19:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|No, silly. Not THAT kind of quickie. Um. I'm kinda worried coz Josh is away (um. not so away. just Pampanga) with other people. I hope he knows how to behave. I don't even frikkin know what kind of people he's with. Erg. I don't like feeling this way. I don't like worrying. It feels so uncomfortable. That's all.|W|P|114714500769422343|W|P|Quickie|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/08/2006 09:29:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Another layout from blogskins. Um. So.... there is nothing special happening in my life right now. Except that we've been malling nonstop & ... um... I was supposed to go to the beach later on today. Oh well. Might as well do it tomorrow. Or before I go back home. I have a new perfume: ALLURE for men. Sport. HAHA. Um. Dont ask. I like men's perfumes. If you're a classmate you'll know that. I really need a career advice right now. ARGH. Fuck. I'm not even sure if I chose the right course or the path that will lead me to success. Wala naman akong magawa. Eh wala naman ako masyadong interest. Pucha. Buti sana kung ka-parehas ko si Paolo na may passion talaga for something (in his case, arts), eh pucha. Wala nga ako masyadong interes eh. Amp. Amp. Amp. Amp. Amp talaga. Ambaba nga ng results ko nung tinest kami ni Ms. Guidance Counselor sa mga interes na yan. Amp. Pinaka mataas ko na ehhhh... 10 ata? ay ewan. Ung iba kasi ung graphs nila sumasagad sa dulo ung bar, eh ako, wala pa sa 1/4. Amp yan. Good luck nalang sakin.|W|P|114705214461417962|W|P|Supposed to be's & whatever will be's|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/07/2006 07:10:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|New layout from blogskins. Bwahaha. Errrr... So much for that. I'm actually using blogskins layouts again. =P No photoshop here. Oh well. I wanna go home. Oh no. Wait. There's no internet back home... errrr... More later. When there's actually something to blog about.|W|P|114695715321038365|W|P|Hello all|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com5/05/2006 05:47:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Waw. Title is literally about GUTS. We came back from Arizona and found out that my guts has a problem. Appendix-ities. HAHA. Iono the spelling. Sorry. So, I had my surgery last Tuesday to have it removed. Fun. I'm ok now. I won't be able to go to Disneyland nor Universal though. Buuuttttt, I think it'll push through. Labo. And I am so not going into details about the operation & the whole trip to the hospital. The experience is so not worth relieving. And. Um. I still don't know where I'm going for college. HAHA. Half goes for the Blue, half goes for the Maroons. Fantastic. Be back on the Philippines by May 14. Happiness. =) Thanks to all those who tagged. Seriously. Mga kaligayahan. HAHAHA. By the way, Migo, my "brother", messaged me. Miracles do happen. =)|W|P|114677990774651207|W|P|GUTS|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com