3/30/2006 09:27:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|"Congratulations, Ayeth!" was a phrase Mila said to me, after the Elocutions Festival as I and Josh were about to go down the stairs. And I, dumbfounded, replied "For what?" (Yes, I did ask that, since I didn't get a place during the shitstupid Elocutions. Bleh) She replied "For doing your best."
I remembered that moment when Madel, told me "Congrats!" before going home, after having dinner at Chilis yesterday. It was odd really, it never occured to me even after countless individuals greeted me "Congratulations", it was only at that fleeting moment when I remembered that brief convo I had with Ms. Gulfan.
It brought me to another one of my senseless contemplations. On the way home, I kept asking myself, "Did I really do my best?" You might wonder why I asked that. Well, I for one don't think I gave it my all. You can't blame me for being a slacker.
I'm very grateful for the gift of intelligence. Even after big Incident Reports, I still managed to graduate as the 1st Honorable Mention of the Sta. Ana branch. Coolness.
The memories of the four years I've spent in highschool will indeed, be treasured. I will surely miss 4th yr. -A
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4th yr. -A? That's where the VALEDICTORIAN, SALUTATORIAN, 1st HONORABLE MENTION, and... -in our case- the BLACK THE YOUNG HORSE came from. Yes, people in 4-A are pains in the ass, but, they can also be sweet as hell. They excel in the art of cramming, at least, they get the job done.
Josh Acosta -Thanks for the advices, for letting me cry on you whenever the shit gets too much, for enduring my punches on your arm, & for putting up with THE drama.
Hans Bosshard -I will never forget our senseless talks whenever we diss people. And for giving light to my darkest days due to freaky math. I thank you for that.
Paolo Castro -Dude, my yellowcard!!! Anyway, thanks for being there, for your advices, for our stupid "debates". Anyway, I wish you happiness in this life. Kafateeeedd!!!
Aaron Escudero -Ahhh ehhh... Thanks for the discount at Villa Escudero. Hehehe.
Genesis Irao -Thanks for the help on RAN, our very logical debates, and your.. consistent asking for a drink of C2. Maaaaan, I'll never forget that. Oooohhhh, and I also won't forget the way we diss people. HAHA.
Junro Mamaril -Thanks for the libres, even though you're so thrifty. And I won't forget the way you and Mika hug. Hehe. And the way you left all the work for our engagement game to me. Thanks a lot.
Carlos Ochoa -Thanks for being a real big brother to me. 'nuff said. I love you. And congratulations big bro, lahat ng award pinakyaw mo nung grad. HAHA.
Mae Buquid -My classmate since ... ever. Solid mehn! Thanks for the advice, for being there when the shit gets too much, our drama sessions, and the way you never fail to make us laugh. Your make up retouches every now and then, even during the bivouac, are surely unforgettable.
Mara Cordial -Thanks for the help on our group projects. Without you, we wouldn't make it. Hehehe. Given the fact that our leader is very... unreliable...
Erika Chua -Ok, ok. The valedictorian. I won't forget the way you got tongue-twisted when you were reciting your valedictory speech. Hehe. I love you Erika. Of course, I won't forget the way you used to help me with regards to schoolwork, and thanks for that.
Marianne Diomano -Thanks for asking my mom permission. Hehehe. You know what that's about anyway. Thanks for being almost like a mom to me, your sermons and all that jazz... our drama sessions... hehe.
Carla Gregorio -The salutatorian. Hehe. Thanks for your great advices, for being such a friend, for your drama... hahaha. The ever so wild class mayor. You're probably the reason why 4A is always so chaotic. Hehe.
Bea Hidalgo -Yes. I do remember the time during our younger years when we were the best of friends. But, as time passed, things changed, but we're still here. A bit different, but still here. Hehe. Thanks, Bes. And I'm sorry about your IR. Hehehe.
Mika Lee -Thanks for the laughs, for brightening up the whole 4A. Hehe.
Iris Mediavillo -Well, the first female General of the AFP? Lol. Good luck. Thanks for teaching us CAT shitte. And for helping us graduate CAT. Yeeessss. And for lending me scissors, stapler, scotch tape... hehe.
Johann Medina -Hmm. Thanks for your advices. Don't let yourself starve, it's not healthy. Hehe.
Czarina Ortiz -Big sis! Haha. Thanks for your sermons, your advices, your opinions, basically, for being there, along with my other good friends (you know who you bitches are) when the shit gets too much.
Seigrede Petalver -Thanks for helping me on my Economics/History homeworks. Hehe.
Madel Sebastian -IR mate. hehe. Sorry about that. Anyway, thanks for your wise opinions. Those are very much appreciated.
Abigail Victa -Hehe. Remember, we used to be so close before? Hehe. Anyway, thanks for letting me borrow your camera phone during the grad. Hehe. It helped a lot with the boredom.
For my friends in 4B:
Alphonsus Luigi -Baby!!! Thanks for the help during the interbranch debate & our very logical conversations & debates.
Albert Gozon -Even though my 3rd year fucked up because of you, I'm still grateful you came along. You teached me how to be happy, and showed me the true meaning & measure of happiness. Really. =P
Francis Santos -For our laughtrips & the way you make ordinary things seem extraordinary, thanks.
Joshua Ong -I'll never forget the way you used to help me when it comes to online games. Hehe. Fafa ka talaga.
Masahiro Yato -Your curiosity about certain things never fails to bug me, but I'm glad you're concerned. Hehe. Stay the same Machang, the epitome of a REAL, PERFECT GENTLEMAN.
To the girls of 4B who I'm already too lazy to mention/type, a heartfelt "Thank you" to you females who have also made my HS life memorable. Special Mention to HADEEL, ANNE, TONI, DANA, DIANNE, NICOLE, MARIELLE, JONAH, CHRISTINA, & QUEENIE, I love you girls. Hehe.
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Whew. That was a hell long entry. CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 2006! Pretty soon, we're gonna be in college mofos!!!|W|P|114368590714860553|W|P|As we go on, we remember....|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com3/26/2006 11:15:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Shocking, very. We all thought that our last day was on March 24, which is a Friday & the real end of school year 05-06, but it seems like OB's itching to get rid of us that they made OUR (Seniors) last day (March 22) a whole lot sooner. Bleh. Sucks you know.
And I no longer have braces... on the lower part. I'm now wearing retainers, which sucks cause I find it difficult to speak clearly.
Johann's party was... well... fun. Majority of the seniors were there. So it's fun. HAHA.
Until now, I still don't know where I'm going to go for college. Maaaaaan.What a drag. I'm having second thoughts of going to Ateneo now that I read my letter from UP. The TUITION FEE!!!! It'll be a whole lot lighter on my parents' pocket if I go to UP instead of going to the Ateneo. Hmm... But they've already agreed on sending me to the Ateneo. Oh well. Anyway, who wants my slot at DLSU? Up for grabs! Lol.
Is there such a thing as PD when you're in college? Hmm... One thing's for sure though, I don't think there are any more IRs. And that's a good thing. Given my -to put it blatantly- "Juvenile Deliquency" status... Yes, that would be a good thing.|W|P|114334385505334615|W|P|And now, the end is near.|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com3/21/2006 08:56:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|We had our Baccalaureate (Yes! I finally got the spelling! HAHA) Mass this morning & the Grad rehearsals this afternoon. It was all bloody fun. Really. Very.
There was free food after the Mass, it was ... to put it simply, KULANG. Bleh. Oh well, you get what I mean. I wasn't satisfied with what I ate, so therefore, in my opinion, it was CHEAP. The food that was served most certainly did not compensate for the 1,200 php we paid. Oh well. At least the HOT errr... priest who was our retreat master was the priest during the Baccalaureate Mass. That somehow is satisfactory enough. Hehe.
Mrs. Duran went kaboom during the Grad rehearsals. Like... SHIET! I really did get scared. She's so scary when she freaks out... and to think that I don't know her too well. Duh, SA student - GH ACO/teacher. Bleh. Anyway... so that's that.
Dad doesn't want me to attend school tomorrow anymore since we, seniors, are no longer required to. He wants me to help at our office, which I would most probably do, given the fact that his computers there are far more advanced than mine. Bwahaha. Of course, I badly need to drop by my Alma Mater tomorrow before heading to our office. I forgot to pass my notebooks because of... reasons I'd rather not tell. ;))
Naturally, since we're gonna graduate, OB's getting the most of what they can get from us. They're requiring 1,100 php for the Quo Vadis, the yearbook. Bleh. What the hell?! I doubt that my mom will even give me money for that. C'mon.... 1,100 freakin pesos! Pfft. ASA!
Oh well. Dearest batchmates: See you all on Thursday. Johann's paarrrtttttieee!!!
Can't wait mofos. XD|W|P|114294708377330386|W|P|The Mass Has Ended, Go In Peace|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com3/20/2006 08:08:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Bleh. So ... I had my hair -to put it simply- "fixed" last Saturday then attended a cousin's wedding yesterday, which would be a Sunday. And that would pretty much consist of what I did during the weekend.
Clearance today. I am so not gonna be cleared. Yeeeessss!!! And that's a good thing right? HAHA.
I just hope the 'rents allow me to Johann's birthday this Thursday, it is, after all, our last get-together as seniors... errr...
Last few days of Highschool... *bringing back the memories*
And I am so not even a wee bit close to tears. Bleh.
Seniors will be going to GH tomorrow for some mass with free food. Yes. I don't know the spelling of the name of the mass so I'm not putting it here. HAHA. I'm playing safe. Hehe.
So much for this & that. I'm currently chatting with my lovely friends. Later....|W|P|114285754773401728|W|P|So much for this & that|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com3/16/2006 07:38:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|I AM SO FRIKKIN PISSED.
My computer SUCKS.
I can't play with it.
Games, I mean.
What is wrong with you damn piece of scrap metal?!
Fuckker.
I don't wanna go to fucking UP for college.
Bow.
Arg. I soooo wanna play RAN ONLINE. (Hell be with you if you don't know what that is)... but my fucking computer won't allow me!!! DAMN! Just when I so badly needed an escape from all this shit I'm going through. Gah. It's probably the hormones speaking, but what the hell.
I don't wanna go to UP (a.k.a. The State University) Los Banos for college under the course of BS Biology. Fuck. I can never stress that out enough. It's so far from... civilization & society! Besides, I plan to take up a pre-law course. Tell me, is BS Bio even a wee-bit close to a pre-law course? Ugh. Mofos. Anyway, I don't wanna shift. They've already ruined my high school life and I swear, they're not going to ruin my college life. Hmm... why Ateneo? Because duh... it's The Ateneo.
Anyways, exams are over. School year's about to end. Happy days are yet to come... hopefully.|W|P|114250926110514593|W|P|Annoyed much, very.|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com3/12/2006 04:33:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Oh yes. We've finally graduated from CAT. Happiness! :)
No more wearing of the stuffy alpha uniform, no more long hours of training under the blazing heat of the sun, no more getting an uneven skin tone, no more muscle pains because of rifle drills. Yes, I survived CAT!!!
Much as I'd hate to admit this but, Robin's speech was really damn good. His speech was, not his way of delivering it. Hehe.
"IrisH for your... blah blah."
It's IRIS. Not IrisH.
Overuse of the Hs.. Tsk tsk.
Anyway, GO NINA!!! Sanlingan class of 2007... Corps Commander!!! Woo yeah baby!!!
Saw Ninang yesterday. XD Finally. Hehe. Happiness. :)
Exam week's up. 2 more weeks of HS.... *tententen!*
Ohhh new URL & layout by the way. Un lang. Bow.
And I'll be at GH tomorrow for some freaky interview. Wish me luck.
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Hmm... a year ago.
While I was reading my Ninang's blog just a few seconds ago, (yes, a few seconds) it made me reminisce about the events that happened exactly a year ago: March 12, 2005.
Hmm... Go figure why that date made me reminisce.
Maghari batch's CAT graduation.
A lot of things really happen within a year huh? And you'll only realize that time does fly so fast once you've come to your senses.
Blah. And I'm not making any sense.
[/edit 2044H]|W|P|114215297032408928|W|P|2 more weeks... more or less.|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com3/09/2006 08:37:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Daddy... Mommy, sorry ah. Ayoko talaga sa UP, ngayon kung may magagawa kayo upang mapasok ako sa UP Diliman, pwede pa, pero Los Banos?!?! Wag na noh. Ayoko. Ayoko. Ayoko. Tas BS Bio pa. Pfft. Saka... Hindi naman tayo ganun kahirap ah... kaya nyo naman akong paaralin sa Ateneo. Pinanalangin ko pa un sa Diyos ng halos isang taon... At ipinagkaloob Nya naman. Pinagkaloob nga ng Diyos, pinipigilan nyo naman.
It doesn't seem right.
It's what I've always wanted. Please don't hinder me.
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I might change my whole blog identity after a week or so for security purposes. Don't worry blog friends! I shall inform you of my new whereabouts. Hehehe.|W|P|114190834752380138|W|P|Isang mensahe|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com3/05/2006 02:01:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|You know what sucks? It's passing the UPCAT when you already have your college planned for the Ateneo -That's what sucks.
And it reallllyyyy sucks.
I no longer know where I'm going for college. Gah. UP ruined it all. Nonetheless, it amazes me... I guess God answered my mother's prayers. Blah.
Good for them, my parents.
I am sooooo not going to UP for college! Never! Especially UP Los Banos! Over my dead butt!!!! Bleh!
Ok, enough.
Let me rant about... last week. This week rather. The week that was.
Since I'm part of the Dance Club thingamajigga, I get pulled out from my classes because of rehearsals and all that jazz, thus, missing a lot of discussions, quizzes, seatworks, drill sheets and all that jazz... which really sucks. At least our performance for the Junior's formal dinner didn't suck, and that's what's important.
Oh, and Mrs. Indiongco (my beloved adviser) didn't release my report card because I have incidents. How cool is that? Very. Now my mom's invited to talk to her this Monday, which reminds me, I havn't told my mom yet of this peculiar invitation... Hmm. Oh well, it's a good thing that my grades didn't go kaboom for the 3rd quarter, despite the fact that I had a very big issue. I'm amazed!
HAHA! Eat dung my sucky PD grade!!! Bwahahaha! May hell be with you!!!
Fuck PD. I could care less for what that's for, heck, I'm gon be graduating a few weeks from now... So why bother?
Greenhills won the interbranch debate. Niccceeeeee. According to reports, the Moderator was bias. And I'm just gonna leave it like that.
CAT training at Greenhills yesterday. Our TPR's gon be airconditioned. Now that's super cool. (Literally & figuratively speaking) Hmm... but here's the catch, from 700+ cadets, we're down to 150+ because all 700+ of us won't fit in the Maria Montessori Hall. Now that sucks.
I guess not everyone's gonna graduate in CAT & it's all the damnfrikkin state of emergency's shit fault. Blah.
Long test week this coming week. Goodness.|W|P|114153985458815014|W|P|Let's leave it like that|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com