1/29/2005 11:04:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Hello all! im still alive, & still updating. The 'rents havn't returned my phone yet. I am really hungry for more communication. Argh!!!! At least I can use the net. BUT only for a limited time. At least.... Anyway, they allowed me to attend the prom (the parents i mean). Mr. Alegrid invited them to attend the prom too. AS GUESTS. Oh well... at least I'm gonna be at the prom. HAHA. Nothing eventful happened during the week. Except that Junro was absent due to golf tournaments in Malaysia. AMAZING. Gotta go now. The world of Rune-Midgard awaits me. /gg |W|P|110695631233584835|W|P|updaters..... haha..|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com1/22/2005 10:32:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|AYOKO NA. Feel ko for the first time in my life magkaka-line of seven ako sa grades ko. Pano naman, sumasabak ako sa examinations ng walang review-review. Hay naku. Kinuha na ung cp ko, saka ung cable ng internet. Nahuli kasi akong nag sisinungalin. Buti nlng 2 ung cable ko. HAHA. Pero pag magiinternet ako, kailangan pa-takas pa. TSSSSSS. Plus, napakita ko na report card ko. Grounded na nga ako, mas naging grabe pa. HINDI AKO PINAPA-ATTEND SA PUTANGINANG PROM NA YAN. PONYETA NA NGA, NAGING PUTANGINA PA UNG HINAYUPAK NA LECHENG SITUATION. |W|P|110639290627822455|W|P|grrrrrabe na ito|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com1/16/2005 11:45:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|TO EVERY ONE WHO GETS TO READ THIS POST OTHER THAN MY "BABY": PLEASE. NO RUDE COMMENTS. DONT ASK WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE TWO OF US. TRUST ME, I'M GONNA THROW A BITCH FIT IF EVER ONE OF YOU ASKS WHAT HAPPENED TO US. PLEASE RESPECT MY OWN OPINION & FEELINGS. ____________________ "Here I go, scream my lungs out to try & get to you, you are my only one. I let go. But there's just no one. NO ONE like you. You are my only, MY ONLY ONE." --from"ONLY ONE" by Yellowcard Its over. OFFICIALLY AT JAN. 15, 2005, Saturday, around 6pm, WALA NA KAMI. I didn't have the courage to speak to him. I couldn't find the guts to go to him & tell it to his face. I couldn't. I just couldn't. I feel so miserable. I feel so torn. I feel...so...BAD. Just plain BAD. He was a great guy. I'm just not good enough for him. I just hope he finds someone better than me. I know he'll find someone better than me. Someone who'll take care of him.. Someone who'll love him more than I could. Someone who can stick to THE commitment. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE THE GUY. I loved (& still loves) the guy so much that I've got to let go of him because of my immaturity. I've got to let go of him, not because I hate him, not because I don't want him anymore, not because he loves someone else (or vice versa), because I HAVE TO. I know that our realtionship just wont work, even if I wanted it to, IT JUST WON'T WORK OUT. I want to be free from any commitment. I don't want to be bound by "special" rules. BUT, I want to love & be loved in return. I know that I can't take back what I said. We're over. but I just want you to know that I love him. I LOVE HIM. oohh... geez.. I'm starting to cry again. I know he'll be happy with someone else. He'll never be happy with me. "Sorry nalang kung naging ganito ung kinalabasan natin. Basta. Mahal parin kita." Mahirap talagang pakawalan ung taong mahal mo, hindi dahil sa "may nagloko", hindi dahil sa hindi mo na sya mahal, o hindi dahil sa hindi ka na nya mahal, kundi dahil sa alam mong mas makakabuti 'yon sa inyong dalawa. Lalo na pag alam mong mas magiging masaya sya sa piling ng iba. |W|P|110583558664281364|W|P|wala na.|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com1/16/2005 02:11:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|pictures from yoan!!! when we were in our alphas.... Genny, Yoan, Hans. Kala ko di-nelete 'to ni Yo. WAHAHAHA.. Chui-chui!!! Waaahhh!!! may multo!!!!!! Madel, Yoan, Dianne. Sabog si Madel! wakokoko!!! Hans & Nicole. Di naman nakuha si Genny ehh... HAHA!!! Wahaha!!! ang kyot-kyot namin!!!! Nicole, Mae, kuya Migo, & me. amazing. =)) laswa ni Bea. wahaha! napagaya tuloy ako. HAHA!!! joke.... *big grin* Cummerce sign of peace yan. WALANG MALISYA!!! ahahaha! -out- |W|P|110575220981744319|W|P|memoriesssss|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com1/15/2005 12:16:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Mr. Alegrid told us today who our prom dates are. Guess what? My prom date is...*drumroll* ...PAOLO CASTRO. *shocked* Yeah. I was shocked when I heard that. At first, medyo... "nag-away" kami. But, after a few minutes & "explanations", we made up. AMAZING. I'm really envious of BEA & TONI right now. I can't believe that the most eligible bachelor of 3-A (HANS BOSSHARD) was given to them. Lucky bitches. hehe. At least Hans IS my partner in the batch dance. wakokoko... Anyway, I'm really bothered about my relationship with PAOLO CABLAY right now. I dunno what to do anymore. I think I need more time to think things over. I almost did something "harsh" a while ago. Thanks to DESI for stoping me, & putting me back into my senses. I can't believe I ALMOST did that. Hell...if he didn't stop me, I might be regreting the biggest mistake I've ever commited in my entire life right now. YOAN was crying her eyes out a while ago. SI SIR KASI!!!. heh. Nasaktan nanaman tuloy ang friend ko. Actually, hindi un UN. May issue nanaman sila ni Kuya Migo. LABOOOOOO nila. Ay, CORRECTION: si Kuya pala ung magulo. Hindi nya kasi ineexplain sakin ehh.... tatanungin ko nga sa Monday. wakokoko.../gg "AKALA KO BA HND KA NYA SASAKTAN?" "AKALA KO BA HND KA NYA PAIIYAKIN?" "AKALA KO BA HND KA NYA IIWAN?" "AKALA KO BA.... FOREVER NA?" Hay naku. Si kuya talaga oh. Bakit nga ba kaylangan pang makasakit noh? Sayang, monthsary sana nila ngaun. 1yr & 2 months na sana sila. "Subalit ngayo'y...WALA NA" I better shut up now. |W|P|110570853411716667|W|P|The Prom. The fight. The broken hearted.|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com1/11/2005 11:55:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|LONG TEST WEEK!!! but look at me... im still blogging. despite the fact that we're having our longtest week. wahahaha. kailan nga ba ako nag aral? Anyway, my girlfriends & I were discussing about Yohann's mala-telenovelang love-life. Grabe. AS IN. ang labooooo nila ni kuya Migo... Anyway, she gave me permission to discuss it here. Saka... basta... hindi muna ngayon. kasi tinatamad na ako mag blog. Saka baka magalit pa si kuya Migo. Saka na. Pag 'ok' na ulit sila ni Yo. wahahahaha!!! I havn't even started on my articles for the newsletter yet. hahaha!!! Moving on, while waiting for my fetcher, andun kami nina Gens, Jonah, Machang, & Yoan... tambay kami. Then biglang naging topic si Machang. Tinanong ko tuloy kung sila na ni Mikha, .... haaayy... ewan ko dun. Ayaw ako sagutin ng matino. Tapos eto namang sina Genesis saka si Yo sabi kaya ko daw gustong malaman kasi daw nasasaktan ako... HELLER!!! hnd po kaya. ah basta... un na un... hnd ko na sya gusto. period . |W|P|110536158881484546|W|P|dayyyyyyyy....nevermind the title.|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com1/10/2005 03:24:00 AM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|yeah... new layout.... i edited the html bea gave me... edited the pics.... edited the colors.... edited the dimensions.... so.. yeah.... edited it all..... which results... to this. gotta go now. i still have to think of what to write in my article for the newsletter to be submitted on Monday. |W|P|110524401217319838|W|P|new layout...again|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com1/08/2005 12:15:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|Elocutions yesterday. January 6. As expected, the 3-B finalists won 1st, 2nd, & 3rd place. Did we really suck that bad? ... oh well... "we came. we saw. WE CONQUERED. " -------shameful 3-A!!! :(( haha... dont ask... at least our choral recitation was ok... although Czarina & Anne were absent. I'd post more about the Elocution festival if only I can remember it. EVERY SINGLE DETAIL. but I cant. hehe. oh well... Anyway... I havn't blogged for a week because my dad is not allowing me to go online nowadays. Which reminds me..... i havn't shown them my report card yet. Baka sibakin na ng nanay ko ung pc ko dahil sa grades ko. OMFG!!! Btw, Greenbelt daw after ng exams...nuod ng SPONGEBOB... manglilibre daw si BEA. >:) wakokoko.... ---------------------- HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO KUYA MIGO & GENNY !!! (LAST JANUARY 5) ang tatanda nyo na... |W|P|110510347041156152|W|P|i came. i saw. i soooo conquered.|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com1/01/2005 01:19:00 PM|W|P|Ayeth Pajanel|W|P|haha. I'm taking back what I said yesterday: THAT I WON'T BE BLOGGING TODAY. heh. oh well... I just wanna say: Heh. Sorry about the image resolution. If I made it larger, the image quality will be affected so badly that you wont be able to read what's written on it. oh well... I wont be making a "new year's resolution"... since i don't do anything about it. haha. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! |W|P|110450202683619871|W|P|byebye 2004|W|P|aaaaayeth@gmail.com